Just thought I'd drop by.
Well, just a heads up:
I get dogmatic at times, as a compromise to mold things with my own hands. The way I feel, "think" etc etc.....as I have no hesitations on the concentration of being fair, no matter what flaws I got...."moving on without regret" as they say.
Yeah, I'm not sure what I typed and rambled in the intro, and lazy to even re-read..hahha....but I'm certain I've changed in a few ways as it's been a while since I typed that looong into..hahah
Aye, I guess just to put it in general....I just feel it's quite unfair to hate on someone regardless of how they appear. Heck, I grew my hair long as a guy, I sure had my fun of ridicule. And so I ask the bullies:
"IT NEVER HURTS TO HAVE LONG HAIR NOW DOES IT?!?!?"
I even was ready to start a fight or even take out a knife that day, if I was going to be harmed, for having no ill-intentions whatsoever... (this was long ago back in high school, which wasn't so long ago.)
But alas, I sure did pass on my influences. People sure tend to be open, and actually SEE that it's physical appearances are harmless. And that being well is what matters. Strange how my friend says "those guys finally respect you, and such, they're coming to an understanding." (Even though I was loathed at for my sleazy lazyness..HAH)
I dunno, long story.
Yeah, I too don't buy into that whole mainstream perception of "beauty." The definition's gotten so tainted that I'm just gonna be sarcastically dogmatic and close-minded about it when I'm not serious...hahah
It's just not in me to slag someone off whether they appear "this and that" or don't fit into the definition. Sure, I'm not "perfect," but hey, I stick to what I solemnly wish to stick by, and wish to change the flaws that I got in me, even if it's going to take a long time.
Sometimes, I even get upset for certain friends. I mean, some girls I've talked with, I was like "HUH?!" when they were dissatisfied with their own appearances to the point that they'd end up bending to the will of certain guys (the ones who I won't even be patient with due to the misguided attitudes.).
Like just to put it simple, I tell'em "hey, if no one likes you, just because the way you appear, that's a sign you shouldn't waste on damn **** of a second with them."
Hey, I did the same thing as a guy. I let my hair grow. I dress however the hell I want. If someone's going to harm me for such crapass things, I'd draw my sword to them, and hope it ends in understanding and harmony, instead of more hate and mistrust: after a duel that says "fighting is a waste of time, hating on someone for their, differences that intend no harm; is a waste of time."
My bad Danny, everyone else. I guess I am rambling again. The unease I feel elsewhere still...annoys me. I just don't like injustice.
And "one person has an influence on many." Aye, true that.
That's why I don't speak much about myself. I still got answers I need to find. I'm still a youth.... (although of legal age to be here also...hahah). And I tend to have a habit of keeping it simple.
Aye, it's good stuff you shared your "rant" there Danny. But just a quick note:
Despite what I even said, I'm not necessarily in that "state" within where I actually am all that I rambled. I just happen to notice which attitudes of mines are "unfair." And so I stick to concentrating on self-change...and influencing other folks.
Yeah, anyone else got somethin' to say...feel free. If you got somethin' to mention...just spit it out. Even if my constant rambling here's quite whacked and off...hahah